Keep having problem with tis part of video! the video now is jus for 5 min! and the best part of tis video is not shown! so......haha...will upload using blogger! but then there a lot of problems with blogger now! so......hahaha....
PLS WAIT FOR THE UPLOAD! if u all wan to watch! heheh O______o
Had been taking a lot of free gift in school! like candy floss and ICE-CREAM! haha...both were my favourite stuffs! had been very greedy! i know it myself! but it is FREE so don say me! heheh.... really CRAVING for ICE-CREAM again! hehehe....
had been facing problems with blogger recently! is like i can't even upload video properly and colour of the front and other stuffs! blogger faster solve all these problems leh! so that our life will be easier and i need to upload video for part 2! hahah....
tdy angeline made me LOL again! juz can say, she is the best actress in the world. [the opposite of wat i meant] and she is going to be famous for 2-3 yrs! heheh... really made laughed non-stop! stupid dennis said me very bad for laughing at my sister! hehe... but i really cannot control myself! really! heheh....[cos i'm like that so don blame me ok?] hahahah
really so tired to do anything now! really feel like shouting out loud! really f--- l--- g---- o-- w--- y--!HaHa....
uploading the video done by geraldine on wai sian birthday 08! the story and song inside was super touching! plus alot of comedy portion! heheh! finally got chance to upload the video as alot of place do not support tis video clip! as this video contain dunno wat that wasn't supported! plus the uploading duration is damn slow!
when rewatching this video i was like LOL again! i was like a crown inside the video lor! so funny! dunno wat i'm doing oso! heheheh......hope blogger support this video! but the uploading seem to be very slow! Haiz!
hope we can be as close as wat we were inside the video! but i know somehow something had changed! maybe it is change for a better for rest of them? i dunno and i don wish to know, don wish to hear! suddenly think of this, y people can change so fast in a short time? y? i really can't understand! i can just say the relationship in between human is so fragile that it broken so easily! or in other words, in the first place there isn't any relationship in between that y it is so fragile like a piece of glass?
however, i really treasure the relationship between us! [u should know whom i am saying] i was really touched by how you support me, believe me from the start till the end no matter wat others said! and i know it is hard to find someone like u two! i know i am hard to be understand at times and keep causing trouble for others at times. i really dunno y people keep misunderstand me! am i really that hard to xiang chu? i really dunno! i really dunno wat i should do at times! it is really difficult to accommodate others. but tis is wat i believe, true friends are someone who understand u, believe in u and accept u just the way u r!
early in the morning, witness a car accident! so suay! and here it goes, "BOMB!!!". nvm this was not the best of my day!
went for practical tdy! was being nagged my dr lim! first was, "can u tie ur hair properly next time! u seem to be juz waken up from slp!" wat de! ok nvm! then next was the best! as tis experiment need excel to plot the stupid graph then our group didn't bring laptop. at first intended to lend from CLASSMATES from group one! and really felt sorry for asking michelle to do us the favour by asking her groupmate! in the end wat de! don wan lend said out loud la! give wat stupid damn face! I KNOW TAT LAPTOP IS URS! U GOT THE RIGHT NOT TO LEND! but u think u very doa right? i know! [yes u r! really feel like giving u a slap on ur stupid face!]
then i give a stupid ideal of going library to plot that stpuid graph then print it out for Dr Lim! cos is like, since my good classmate don wan lend then forget it lor! y we need to plead from her and it is juz a laptop! big deal like tat! in the end, he gave us a big scolding! thought we going out to play like tat! haha!
in the end, stayed in lab and borrow from other people! and our vice president lended us! she is really a kind soul! finally notice her good! hehehhe! at first thought she very fierce. but after tdy i can juz say, look isn't anything! inner is the best to show how kind u r! in fact, when she smile she is quite friendly! THANKS VP!
then went for his tutorial! was really sleepy during his lesson! really cannot make it! u know wat he said about me after his tutorial? suddenly said my hairstyle was like those pple in manga! omg! first time heard of it! so funny!
after sch went JP to do my stuffs plus Chocolates and bought a few pens, marker, highlighter! thanks angeline for her popular voucher and her times! hehehhe....[please hor! don eat the whole chocolate urself lor! share lor! if not u sick then got pple cum n blame me AGAIN!] ^___^
tdy had nth much beside the word SUAY! was really suay tdy! wanted to eat mac during lunch in the end never! u know y? stupid sch never pay electrical bill! n all food court 2 was blackout! then the cashier asked us to come back later! nvm! in the end went to queue for chinese mix rice! know wat! after we bought the foods and went back to our table! there was electricity! super suay!
another thing is tat! i'm really wrong! wrong for saying it too early! haiz! nvm! i will turn my way round next time! heheh....really wan go pray pray! need to change my luck! dunno y! had been feeling super unlucky recently! too many issues happened at one goal!
Super sleepy! didn't slp well last night! was being waken up by 2 phone calls! all thanks to u wor! juz wonder, u don need to slp right? think need to slp early tonight!
anyway, had a fun day tdy! keep laughing and crapping! had been craving for ice-cream during lecture! n having my macflurry after sch!hehehe......
finally i went to eat the chop at the newly open western stall! eaten mexicon grilled chicken! still not too bad! is very FULL now! adding 2kg to my weight now! hehehe
seeing darkness in my coming future! so many things are due and i am lazy to do! seriously need motivation.
Seeing darkness in my coming future! had been thinking on the same things again and again! really don like to thinking! it is killing my brain cells! sooner or later my brain is going to explode [memory FULL]!
really wish to have a brain wash! to wash off everything!and left with no stress, no worrys, no problems but happiness! really not very happy recently! i wan back my happiness!
is really being affected! y am i affected by tis! think i'm too easy to be affected by the environment, surrounding, people, things! juz wish to ignore everythings! but somehow i'm too weak!
my pride was really being ruined! whenever i thought of it, i will somehow feel embarrassing and feel like hiding far far away! really can't imginery i'm doing, saying it! but some will say, how much does pride worth? [priceless]
It is really a tiring day for me! anyway i really enjoyed myself! very long never went k le! but really got alot of songs dunno how to sing! need more practise i think! heheh! think my friends and i were really crazy! we were like shouting than singing! hehehe! had a super full dinner! ate damn lot! growing fat!
thanks shi qi for the gift! hehehe! it was really cute! i like it very much! thanks and appreciated! will post the pic taken once they send me! hhehehe
think i really saw him tdy! in the morning and at night! in the morning waiting for shi qi at MRT station, suddenly saw him walking pass! think mayb he still recognise me or find me familiar ba as he turned back! but i totally ignore about it! i thought i saw wrongly! cos is like it had been 3 yrs since i last c him! n i really thought i c wrongly! mayb he jus look alike or wat! so nvm!
however, at night! i think i saw him again! n tis time round i saw him closing the shop! think i still recognise his back view! hehhehe! when i saw him, my heart seemed to pump super fast [ i dunno y oso]! but tis time round i think he never c me! mayb he don even recognise me [i think]! as i saw him tdy, i think he is very short! hehehe! dunno y! heheheh....think it is super suay to c him again! god bless me! i really c wrongly! cos everyday i will walk pass the stupid shop! hope he don work there! hope he don recignise me! hope it wasn't him! really hope hope hope! Haiz!
had waken up early in the morning like 8am plus! dunno y woke up so early for wat! think my sleeping pattern had changed! heheheh....
had a very heavy breakfast! had been eating alot JUNK food recently! is time to watch my diet!
finally, tdy going for K at chinatown which had planned like long long time ago! think will be fun! hhehehehh!
it will be a tough night for me later! cos i still need to do ALOT of research on our case study! hehehhe....plus alot of other stuffs on hand! need to jy le!
had been doing nth! think got time need to finish up all those stupid stuffs on hand!
n i'm extremely happy when i recieved the letter which i had been waited for tiger yrs! and the result is APPROVED!
sometime i really wonder! how to treat another parties when he/she themselve don't even appreciate wat u do!
Sometime i really wonder! y everytime pple think tat i'm the baddies! am i so difficult to communicate with the rest? or should i just keep quiet and prevent those interference?
Sometime i really wonder! wat should i do to prevent all these! it seem to be difficult for me!
Sometime i really wonder! i just wish to put everything down and continues my path of route! but i just can't be that hard hearted!
Sometime i really wonder! y can't i just said sorry at the beginning so that everything won't happen! but the 5 letter words seem to be hard to say it out!
Sometime i really wonder! y should i be the one who intiate stuffs when the other parties don't even appreciate!and it is kind of irritating at time! [i finally know how it feel!] and i will c how long i can take it!
Sometime i really wonder! how thick skin can i be to achieve wat i wanted regretless others opinion!
Sometime i really wonder! y pple r an changeable human! for example, when u already set up ur mind. suddenly u heard something bad and u will sort of changing ur mind again!
Sometime i really wonder y am i born in tis world full of so many troubles and problems!
First time tat my practical ended so early! really had been slacking the whole day!
went to givaudan super early! in the end slacking at the canteen chatting! hehehe! sometime i really wonder! how can we chat for so long with so many different topic!
anyway, the time passes damn fast while we were chatting! really 3 women one market! heheheh....
n n i really fall a slp while the both of them were doing the measurement! super tired [i think plus nth for me to do!] heheh...
hope we can finish our measurement soon! planned to do our last base during our holiday so that we won't be too rush! hope can finish on time too!
Went sch tdy juz to check on our exam paper! i was shocked when i took back my script! is like wat THE HELL! think i'm really blind folded when i'm doing the paper! i totally miss the last question! is like wat the! wasted! think got time need to go temple pray pray! had been really unlucky recently!
Anyway, really had fun playing badminton! heheh....angeline said my skill of playing had been improving! thanks to him wor! [angeline and sian u know who right!] hehehe....think he really taught me alot! heheh....
i was really tired and breathless when running 2 laps at the stadium! i thought i probably could run half a lap! heheh....is like the lap r soooooo big! heheheh.....while i was on my second lap i really felt like throwing out the subway i had earlier! the sandwich is really kinda heavy for me! shouldn't have eat that! hehehhe
think tdy really do alot of excerise! hope can reduce my body FATs! haven't been exceries like tiger yrs!
Had been really moody in the morning! since the first lesson! i even rejected to eat my favourite sweet! heheheh.....
during AIA, angeline n rests were being irritated by someone sitting behind! however, i really don feel anything! hehehe! think i don even bother about it!
staying back after lecture to watch my hubby and friends playing captain ball (friendly)! but they really super serious lor! can c all the sweat! JY for the match in the finally! i know u all can do it!
after all the shouting and laughing! i really felt happier! thanks to the match! i really enjoyed until i cut my hand n i don even feel it is hurting!i really think i'm had been super evil for laughing one gal falling down n injured her ankle (i think)! hehhehe....seriously apologise! hehehhe....really don dare to said sorry in front of her! ^(00)^
To someone! really sorry about saying it! didn't know about the problems u going through! ps
You with the sad eyes Don't be discouraged, though I realise It's hard to take courage in a world, full of people, you can lose sight of it all And the darkness inside you will make you feel so small
(Chorus)
But I see your true colours, shining through I see your true colours, and that's why I love you So don't be afraid, to let them show Your true colours, true colours Are beautiful, like a rainbow
Show me a smile, don't be unhappy I can't remember when I last saw you laughing If this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bear You call me up- because you know I'll be there
And I see your true colours, shining through I see your true colours and thats why I love you So don't be afraid to let them show Your true colours, true colours, Are beautiful, like a rainbow
If this world makes you crazy and you take in all you can bare You call me up- because you know I'll be there
And I see your true colours, shining through I see your true colours and thats why I love you So don't be afraid to let them show Your true colours, true colours, True colours, are shining through I see your true colours and that's why I love you So don't be afraid to let them show Your true colours, true colours Are beautiful, like a rainbow
really very bored at home! really didn't have any mood to do anything! seriously need alot of entertainment to keep me going! seriously no motivation in life! think i'm going to die soon!
really hope that i can turn back the time! really too much thing beyond my control! really too much things to do! really too much things to think about! really hope there is a person who is willing to be scolded hard by me! really really going to explode soon!
anyone need entertainment can call me! i comfirm free!
really really had a bad dream ytd night! dunno y do i dream of this kind of silly yet unrealistic dream! really really very long never had dreams when i'm sleeping! dunno y ytd so special! the dream is like piece and pieces of wat is happening now! think something bad is going to happen! pls pls! don let the dream to happen in real life! think it going to kill me if it going to happen!
been rushing to givandan for fyp! been rushing with the colour scale! thought of having tea break oso NO time! really cannot make it! rushing tis n tat! really wish to take a break and smooth down my breathe!
really very hungry! first thing first when i reached home was to eat my dinner and 2 big big corn! thinking i'm growing fatter n fatter! haiz! later nobody wan me! sob sob! hehehe....[hubby cannot dun wan me hor!] heheheh
n joke of the day was, 3 pair of eyes saw the same thing on the same person which i don c it! NO FAIR! hehhe....ok! i still think they r thinking too much! how can tis going to happen? i don think so! think should be ger la! heheh....she thinking too much! hehehhe....
really very blur tis past few days! had been making silly and stupid mistake again! Haiz!
really very blur tdy! first, was that i forgotten to turn on the machine after the waiting time! so my last sample was delayed by 30 hrs! second, i forgotten to take out the sample from xenon lamp! really cannot make it! third, i forgotten to take out the fridge sample [which need to take out in the morning.]
seem like my spirit isn't with me! really need someone to wake me up! can someone juz hit my head to wake me up? [juz kidding!]
since morning till now, had been making alot of silly mistakes! for instance, tdy practical, kept doing wrong stuffs and brought a lot of troubles for my group mate. they are really wonderful! is like they never complain about re-doing those preparation!
tdy, i was like blur blur! really didn't know wat i had been doing!
rushed down to givaudan to prepare our samples! luckily, we had enough time to finish our stuffs! tis time round i didn't make any mistake! hehehe...[need to go down tml!]
nearly being knocked down by a stupid bike when i was crossing the traffic! ok, i wouldn't blame him! firstly, it a new plate, secondly, i wasn't quite awake when i'm crossing!
i'm really exhausted! really very tired now! really wish tat i can sleep forever and never wake up!
3 alarm rang at 9am n all of us were woken up! had a dried throat, think the corona i drank ytd had taken effect! need to prepare for sch! so sian! hope the time can just stop here! but i know is not possible! Corona Extra
looking forward to e uploading of clothing,. hope it is going to be nice! HeHe...will post some nice pic later! ^(00)^
Nice Bra strap! [Crytsal Bling Bling]
Mickey & Mini [perfect match]
Stocking [Super Shiny]
back from sch! saw the uploading! nth much...hehehe...
tdy was very happening! i took a balloon from O0ps and bought it into my lecture! suddenly the balloon flow up! n do u know who was the hero who helped me took the balloon down! i was so shocked and surprised! hehhehe.... at first, zheng wei tried to help me took back. but he failed to do so! something shock me was that teck wai went to take it down for me! really didn't expect was him who helped me! hehehhe....super ps when he returned me (shy)! i was like LOL! laughing non-stop! really didn't expect it was him! hehhehe...ok i promise i will not laugh at him anymore! Hehe....HE WAS A NICE GUY! THANKS ALOT! hehehe.... [won't keep the promise! said for fun!]
Went sch early in the morning! nearly fall a sleep during AIA lecture! so sleepy! really dunno go sch for wat! Haiz! really really sick n tired of sch life! hope to graduate soon! really had a joke by angeline! really made me laughed like hell! all thanks to her that made me so HAPPY! heheheh
Going to my hubby hus later n tml can travel to sch together! think both of them will torture me to death! Haha....thinking i won't be sleeping early tonight! Haha....Don't know wat they will do to me! so curious! should having party later! Hehe!
Lucky tml first two lessons are cancel. can sleep longer! dunno whether we will be drinking later! think should not ba! hehehhe....let c then! my hubby REALLY good in drinking! hehehhe... ^(00)^
"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart."-->quote from Helen Keller [this is wat i believing too!]
"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us." --> Quote from Helen Keller
"People do not like to think. If one thinks, one must reach conclusions. Conclusions are not always pleasant." --> Quote from Helen Keller
"For every beauty is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every lover there is a heart somewhere to receive it." --> quote from Ivan Panin
"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within." --> Quote from Elisabeth Kubler-ross
"To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world." --> Quote from Brandi Snyder [dunno who is it!]
"If you hear that someone is speaking ill of you, instead of trying to defend yourself you should say: "He obviously does not know me very well, since there are so many other faults he could have mentioned." --> Quote from Epictetus
"A friend is someone who understand you, believes in you, and accepts you just the way you are."---> a simple quote
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her." --> a simple quote
there is something that i can't understand! is the mindset/ thinking of human! the most difficult theory to be understand in this world! or i should say, the theory that can never be understood or discovered!
juz can't understand wat others is troubling! juz can't understand wat others is thinking! juz can't understand wat others is feeling! juz can't understand wat others is facing!
in fact,
others juz can't understand wat i'm troubling! others juz can't understand wat i'm thinking! others juz can't understand wat i'm feeling! others juz can't understand wat i'm facing!
who in the world can really understand all this theory???
suddenly;
feeling the world is so lonely! feeling the world is so quiet! feeling the world is so boring! feeling the world is unfamiliar!
Finally had my bandito set! n it was really tasting bad! should not ate that! think last week i'm craving for it! when i ate it tdy, really don find it nice! mayb i didn't have the craving to eat it anymore! therefore, i can juz say that human mood can change the taste of the food and any other things!
went givaudan after my practical! again, when we were on the bus, it was raining! really think tat we are too suay! everytime went down for fyp, it was raining! think we still need to go down to that company for countless of times! sad! waste time! waste transportation fee! waste energy!
anyway, tdy i got a new nick name! beside small one! that is....Calomel! all had to thanks Dr cheng for using me as an example! i had becoming a reference point for others! so sad! HeHe..... juz thinking, whether Celesta sound better or Calomel! both started with letter C.....although the defination for Calomel = reference electrode! but it is really a special name! cos no one will use it! Haha...although it is a bit weird!
and and, really being tempt by the Janpanese Cherry Blossom body lotion or body butter! selling at The Body Shop! the lotion really smell nice! really like the scent of cherry and was tempted!!! ANYONE WAN BUY IT FOR ME! [wai sian n angeline pls say YES!] i knew wai sian was tempted by the Japanese Cherry Blossom Eau De Toilette so she will not buy for me for sure! so so! i'm hinting SOMEONE! "pls say yes: angeline" ^(00)^
Janpanese Cherry Blossom Body Lotion--> i'm tempted with!
ytd was the first day i slept so early after my three weeks holiday and mst period! really hope that i can alway go to bed that early! really need to listen to my mama! had been nagged by her when i told her "something" ytd! anyway, wat i could do is juz nob my head and agree! it is really true....should have listen to her earlier! abit regretting now! but no point regretting cos it can't be helped! haiz!
tdy went sch early to do some discussion! in the end, i was later again.....feeling so bad for them to wait for me! HaHa......then went for one hr of lecture and back home!
really feeling very sian......nth to do.....dunno wat to do.....lazy to do....Haha.....
had been very tired since morning! feeling sleepy from the first lesson till the end! had been feeling very tired and sleepy ever since after my mst! really sluggish with my work!
people around me seemed to fall sick one by one! really hope you all can recover soon! "n i will rmb the ice-cream date"! probably i'm going to fall sick too! really sick and tired of everything! really hope that i can hide from reality forever! suddenly feeling so helpless!
really hope that i can adjust back to my normal schedule! really wish i can turn back the world clock to the time before - ---- ---! but it don't seem to work! simply, i can't turn back the clock! think it really affecting --!
Ice-cream make me cool down! Ice-cream make me feel better! Ice-cream make me think better! Ice-cream make me relax! Ice-cream make me happy! Ice-cream make me realise that i'm not alone! However, Ice-cream make me grow FAT!
haiz...first day of lectures after coming back from holiday and mst! everythings seem to change! however, i'm still me.....in then i was not changing.....i'm still laughing and chatting during lecture! but there is a feeling which i can't explain in words! probably, i do change in some way or others.
there is something i can't explain in words! but somehow i got the feeling! suddenly feel that i'm a life after so long! probably, i do change somehow or others which people didn't notice! think people around me are changing somehow or others too!
there is something i can't explain in words! when i'm thinking about my past, juz think that i'm too silly to follow wat u said! juz too silly to listen to you! too silly of me! really think that i'm juz too stupid! can't help! i juz can ignore my past and look forward to the future!
there is something i can't explain in words! i'm juz to stubborn to admit it! i juz can't put the words in my mouth! propbably, i'm not too sure either or just simply i DOn't wan to admit! i juz simply ignore the goods and pin point the bads! mayb i was affected by my past! probably? i think so!
there is something i can't explain in words! i juz wish i can change! to someone that is willing to open her ear and listen! i hope i can be a listen ear for others! however, it is a difficult task for me! it juz can't be helped, i juz can't concentrate and put my heart into! i wish to change! wish to change to a better person!
there is something i can't explain in words! i juz wish i can hide behind someone and hide from reality! i know it is hard! everyone will like to hide from reality, don u? but i can't hide from the reality forever! it doesn't work! eventually i will need to face the truth!
there is something i can't explain in words! i juz wish that everyone can understand me! i juz wish that no one will misunderstand me! but i know it is hard for everyone to understand even my friends! although i have a lot of friends! but which is the few that truly understand? i know it myself!
there is something i can't explain in words! i juz wish someone can lead my way through the darkness! i believe everyone do have a darkness side! including me! juz wish there is someone truly know me from inside out! but who will be the one by my side when i need them and support me thoughout! i know it myself!
there is something i can't explain in words! hope they will support me throughout!!! it juz can't be helped! i seem to be unfriendly at time! i seem to unreasonably at time! i seem to be "backface" at time! but i'm crazy at time! i'm talkative at time! i juz can't stop laughing at time! however the way i laugh seem to change! somehow my laughed isn't sound tat happy nowadays! i juz can't tell y izzit but i wish i can turn by the clock! but i know it is mission impossible!
finally got time to upload all tis pic....hehehe...had been busy for the past few days! n now is still busy rushing dr lim formal report....sianz....wan to slack but cannot.....
mi
angeline & mi
wai sian & me
mi, angeline, wai sian
mi with the ballon
wai sian & mi
mi & angeline [everytime anyhow touch mi! go touch ur david la! ^.^]
mi
wai sian & me
wai sian, mi, angeline
mi & wai sian
angeline & mi [the actual pic too greenish and a little yellowish! Haha! angeline understand?]
Name: Lim Hui Yi [林慧仪] 
Photo Taken With Sec Sch Friends
Photo Taken With Poly Friends
Photo taken tis past 3 yrs!
Hidden Meanings!
Corona Extra
Nice Bra strap! [Crytsal Bling Bling]
Mickey & Mini [perfect match]
Stocking [Super Shiny]
Balloon from Oops!
Janpanese Cherry Blossom Body Lotion--> i'm tempted with!
Janpanese Cherry Body Butter--> tempted with!
Eue De Toilette --> Wai Sian tempted!
