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Monday, August 24, 2009

Life is Hard!

suddenly had the mood to blog! had been thinking alot recently! regardless of tis n tat! will not elaborate much as it isn't something pple will like to hear or see!

nevertheless, had been really stressed with all the studying n i can't seem to absorb much after all! becos my spirit wasn't with me! had something in mind! n it isn't good u know! hahahha....

anyway, juz need to concentrate now but it seem to be VERY HARD! self consoling again! JUZ 4 more paper and it is all the freedom n playing i wanted! So....chiong....hehheheh....

i juz can predict my result for tis sem! really cannot make it! but i wan to chiong but seem to be a hard task for me! think i'm really old now! no more energy left to chiong or to fight for wat i wanted!

nvm

wat if i say i'm changing my mind on somethings, think i will be DEAD MEAT! can i say no? i can't seem to say it! can i say yes? somehow i don't feel like -----? haiz! it is difficult to accommodate others! i can imagine! seem like i'm making my life difficult again! somehow i juz can't control my own emotion, thinking and mind! but i really cannot put myself onto other people shoes la! and TIS IS ME! which those understand me will know i am like tat!

who can really understand wat i feel now? i know u can (who can understand wat i'm writing now!) or somehow u can understand abit of wat i had written!
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