Having a terrible night. Didn't really sleep well once again! It's a very routine for me. However this time it's different.

i simply don't know what was in my mind ytd. Always i will try to ignore, act blur and try not to know it.
Maybe, i think i really fall into it! Although i must say, it isn't a deep one, but somehow, i can feel the hurt.


That's way i prompted out tis question.
"和你在以起到现再, 我感到很不塌实."
Maybe i also want an answer for it! Cos if i don't, i won't know it till the end.


Someone had finally given me an answer for my query! Somehow or rather, this someone know it, find it and realized it.

i'm just curious! Whether he know it all along or after i asked? Tis is the question. In fact, i don't mind waiting, i don't mind you mixing with others. But i simply don't wish to be under a shadow of someone else. Tis is what im really mind off.